OK, Here I Go.
This is my first Blog. Ever, intentionally…
I feel ridiculous. Nervous.
Like a young girl trying to read for a part in the school play.
Everything, and I mean everything, is getting in my way: I want to change the font. The theme. The spacing. I want to know and do it all right now.
And I am very angry that nothing that I want is happening. Nothing.
After about 6 hours of very painful and frustrating attempts to get my way with the computer and its programs, I thought, “Laurel, you can keep this bullshit up, contact wordpress, go to bed, or simply start writing”. Just the way it is. This way.
So here we are. I have no idea why I make such a production over things like this. Actually, I do know. It is very, very important to me that this blog business is ‘done right’. I think I have finally found the true love of my life. Writing. At a keyboard…that part is unique to the times in which we live, but the writing, I HAVE known that for a while…
Well, Sweetie, it is 3:53am and you need to do something else. Stop trying to blog.
It is actually not so bad, doing this, it IS lonesome, though. Christ, this Costner line fits:
“If you build it, they will come…”
Pitiful, but it certainly rings true.
Get On with it, My Dear!